well yay

So today wasn't so bad :)

I started my day well with knowing I lost 2 pounds :)  I am now at 263 :) and if I loose another 2 pounds by Wednesday I'll be on schedual with my weight loss :)

so yay :)

and also I straightened my hair today and it actually looked nice :)

AND I got a new pair of heals and they are pretty and so so so so comfortable :)

thats all :)

It's Decided :)

So I have decided in order to insure more weight loss..

I'm gonna start going to the gym twice a day at least half an hour each time :)

also I have a pass to let a person come with me when I work out so if your interested :)

also I'm gonna start drinking more water :)

The Biggest Loser:P

So I'm watching the biggest loser right now...

and wow those people are just loosing weight like crazy :P

hmm maybe if this on my own thing doesn't work I can go on the show :)

Holy Moly !

Well hello there people who obviously are not reading this :P

This week has been horrible... like honestly between gaining a pound to the stupid hairdresser ruining my hair btw I went to see a professional and apparently the lady completely distroyed my hair... like its nasty :P

So now I have to treat my hair 4 times a week with this conditioner so my hair will fix.. and hopefully it does or else I may just shave it and wear a wig until my hair grows back :)

Now onto other matters. 

I wont lie I've kinda been avoiding the gym this week....

It's just I feel so uncomfortable there... it honestly feels like everyone is watching and judging me when I'm in there working out...

and I know, I know its all in my head but still..

so I decided maybe I should just buy some equipment and workout at home where I'm comfortable...

THEN I saw the prices of equipment 

like honestly its just crazy how much things cost...

like to buy a good treadmill will cost your a good 2 grand...

so I guess I'm just gonna have to suck it up and go to the gym and if anyone looks at me I'm gonna kick some booty :)

Until next time folks :) 

EWWWWWWWWW !

OKAY so today is a REALLLY REALLY REALLY bad day!

So first I gained a pound :( !

so ew that sucks but they said that sometimes you loose some and then you gain some so I'm not to to worried...

next I went and got a perm today ...... and now I look like a POODLE!!!!

Honestly I tell the lady i want a loose perm you know like loose waves... INSTEAD she gives me this big poofy mess tight curls that don't look good at all !

I mean i gave her pictures and explained what I want and now I look hideous !

so now I guess I'm gonna be straightning my hair everyday... until this shiteous hair goes away !